if i had only twenty minutes, I would spend that time with you.
never mind the unspoken words and the detailed descriptions of the motifs on your sleeves.
the moment itself, suffice.
if i had only two seconds, I'd give you my full attention.
never mind the lack of a scripted dialogue but the usual seemingly trivial happenings
the usual sounds of ah, he, oi, huh, suffice.

ah. excruciating pain, I feel bad I didn't deliver a proper monologue.
but I feel, most excruciating, a relaxing sensation.
maybe it's a gladness of leaving you early.
(who determines when it's early or late?)

i'd like to be able to swim someday.

songs cannot teach me to dance.
I dance to make sense of the songs.
let us lose the conventional structure.
I could come down if I could.

I would like to run round and round a bigger than average cul-de-sac, choreographying the most personalised dance I have ever danced as I stumble. Ah. that excruciating pain, throws me off. lifts me to the cradle. I can't remember my childhood. greet my friends for me. ghosts gave up haunting long time ago. your grip is a little weaker. I forgot to drink my water. the tree is waiting for me to chop down. ah, falling couldn't come more slowly.
I'll be there. Ah. I won't be there.
there are clouds that are always there to pour rain.
I would like the time to pass quickly.
Then my begging will, suffice.

ah. the most beautiful thing in this world, is, pain.
close your eyes.

I remember how beautiful it is. I remember how beautiful you are.